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T.O.P. of the World [26 November 2010 UPDATE *facepalm*]
« on: 20 October 2008, 02:43:25 »
T.O.P. of the World
Quick Note to new readers (if there are any huhehahaha): You may notice in some the chapters (mainly the older chapters) that there are question marks (IE: ?) all over the fucking place making it look like I think that quotation marks are question marks. This is due to the forum getting a new server and it all went batshit crazy and fucked up many people's fics. I'm slowly trying to fix all my fics to look okay again. :'( Bear with me.
Ahahahahaha yeah I keep making new fics, etc, but I know you all love reading new stuff. Unfortunately, not a new footballer fic, but (YES) another Kpop one. I?ll try to keep my Mix Tape fics going as well, but I might abandon them....I don?t know. We?ll see.
Anyway, this is.......BIG BANG centered!!! Although if you?re a fan of Big Bang I don?t think you?ll enjoy this fic much....it?s not really Big Bang friendly....

Author: Cheesus!
Rating:  NC-17; this fic is about a pimp, a drug dealer, and whores. I don?t intend to sugar coat anything.
Category: Flangst (Fluff and Angst), Alternate Universe (A/U), Crack!Fic, Humor, Quite Smutty
Length: Full Length Fic
Summary: Ali Bradley is trying to work her way up and get respect as a journalist in the magazine she works for, and decides to dedicate twelve months of her time investigating the life of a prostitute. In the underworld of sex, money, and drugs, will Ali make it alive? Or will she find herself tied up into the lives she is researching?
Disclaimer:
1) The following is a work of Fiction. The events and characters are fictional and the celebrity names/images merely borrowed and do not represent who the celebrity is in real life. No offence is intended towards them, their families or friends.
2) © Myss Blewm 2008. All rights reserved. Distribution of any kind is prohibited without the written consent of Myss Blewm. *Myss Blewm being ME ?Tata?/?Cheesus?*
3) AGAIN: NOT REAL!!!
Characters:
*I?m still trying to figure out where I?m going to take the story so I might add more characters as the story progresses.*
Ali Bradley, newly assigned full-time writer for ?O.V.e.R.? magazine ?


Benny and Sacha, Ali's friends ?


T.O.P. (to save me some sanity I?m going to write it ?Top?), number one pimp in L.A. ?


G-Dragon, Top?s drug dealer ?


Chee, G-Dragon?s drug addicted girlfriend ?


Ting, Top?s favorite girl ?


Fefa, Top?s biggest money maker along side Jessy, often referred to as Brownie Twii #1?


Jessy, Top?s biggest money maker along side Fefa, often referred to as Brownie Twii #2 ?

 
Seung Ri, first of two rent boys Top owns ?


Dae Sung, second of two rent boys Top owns ?


Pua, Top?s newest girl ?


Lady Larissa, keeps Top?s whores in order ?


Tae Yang, regular Top customer ?


Sven Goran Eriksson, new customer ?


Anja Bernsten, Swedish heiress -


Hero Jaejoong, friend/customer to Top -


Micky Yoochun, friend/customer to Top -


Xiah Junsu, friend/customer to Top -
« Last Edit: 27 November 2010, 04:19:39 by .the.lost.snicket. »

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« Reply #1 on: 20 October 2008, 02:45:29 »
Index
Prologue - Page 1
Chapter 1 - P1
Chapter 2 - P1
Chapter 3 - P2
Chapter 4 - P2
Chapter 5 - P3
Chapter 6 - P4
Chapter 7 - P4
Chapter 8 - P5
Chapter 9 - P5
Chapter 10 - P6
Chapter 11 - P6
Chapter 12 - P6
Chapter 13 - P7
Chapter 14 - P9
Chapter 15 - P10
Chapter 16 - P10
Chapter 17 - P10
Chapter 18 - P11
Chapter 19 - P12
Chapter 20 - P12
Chapter 21 - P13
Chapter 22 - P13
Chapter 23 - P14
« Last Edit: 27 November 2010, 04:20:22 by .the.lost.snicket. »

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« Reply #2 on: 20 October 2008, 02:45:59 »
Prologue
   Onto Very exciting Reading, better known as O.V.e.R, was a ridiculous name for a magazine, yet, it was one of the most popular women?s magazine in the world. Ali Bradley knew she was very fortunate to have worked her way up as an intern to now a junior staff member, but she was still hoping to get assigned a huge story soon. She had put all her hopes and dreams in the folder she had in her arms that day.
   Tucking her straight strawberry blonde hair behind her ear, Ali stood up to enter her senior editor?s office. Ritchie Michaels was a flamboyant gay man, but also very focused and innovative. He encouraged his writers to think of interesting stories that would grab a lot of attention and cause a stir. Ali hoped what she had to offer was something that he would agree was not only risky but would have people talking for a long time to come.
   ?Ali,? Ritchie said as his assistant led her inside to his colorful room, ?please have a seat.? As she sat down in the purple leather seat near his desk, he continued, ?Wendy said you?ve been working very hard on impressing me into saying yes to your first story. So, blow me away.?
   ?Well,? she began, shifting her light blue eyes down to her lap, ?I have, against the warnings of some friends, been able to make contact with Choi Seung Hyun, better known as Top. He?s been dubbed as the ?King of the Underworld?, having a close partnership with Kwon Ji Yong, better known as G-Dragon, a quite famous drug dealer, but his biggest income of money is through prostitution. He works in both the actual pimping as well as selling women, and sometimes young men, in the black market. His reputation is big, and he cannot be touched due to the corrupt government and iron-wall body of lawyers. He began the business when he was sixteen, and it took him less than five years to take over the underworld. He may only be twenty-one, but no one is fooled by his age. He is ruthless, and obviously very smart with what he does.
   ?It took me some convincing, but I have gotten him to allow me to follow him around for six months so I can write an article on the life of his business. I?m going to pick out some women to follow and tell their stories. All I ask for is for you to let me spend six months with him, and another two months to gather all that I?ve collected to write an article on it.?
   ?Do you realize how dangerous it is to get involved with something like this?? Ritchie asked.
   ?I am aware,? Ali said. ?I?m bringing along some trusted friends, if you will allow it. Top has met them, and he has agreed to let them hang out with me, so long as they don?t do anything he disapproves of.?
   ?I pay you, and only you,? Ritchie said. ?If you bring along your friends, you are resposible for them, do you understand??
   ?Yes.?
   ?What did you do to get him to agree??
   ?I promised him that I will not give any names, and if I took photos he will consent to them first. All he was getting out of this is more fame and glory. Everyone will know it?s him, because there is no one as popular as him, but since I swore on my life that I would not use any of this information against him, ever, those who want to take him down cannot use my story against him. He?d be after my life, I know, if I used the information against him.?
   ?How old are you again, Ali?? Ritchie asked, leaning back in his chair.
   ?Twenty-two,? she replied. ?I know this is a risky story, and I just got appointed to a full-time writer, but I have a foot into the underworld of the most famous pimp of our time.?
   ?Ali,? Ritchie began, sighing heavily, ?this is something so scary I don?t know where to start. You?re young, and the risk I?m taking in letting you run out to the underworld of sex, drugs, and slavery trade......it?s madness. It?s also brilliant. What do you say to a whole year with him and his people? I?ll let you take up to six months to write a story as well.?
   ?Do you mean it?? she asked, shocked at such a quick response. She had expected him to hesitate and tell her he would have a response in a couple days. Even better, he was giving her more time to work on her story.
   ?Absolutely,? he said with a shrug. ?Imagine the amount of attention we?d get. When do you start??
   ?Next month, if I can,? she said, excitedly standing up. ?I won?t disappoint you!?
   She handed him the time sheet she had planned, and excitedly left before promising to keep him posted on her work as frequently as she could.

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« Reply #3 on: 20 October 2008, 05:07:20 »
Oh lord, this fic should be interesting. Pimp, hoes, drugs. CRAZY!!!

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Re: T.O.P. of the World
« Reply #4 on: 20 October 2008, 05:10:25 »
two words: oh.god.

bring it on. i hope brownie twiis will at least haff some dirty thex with the rent boys ::lol::

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« Reply #5 on: 20 October 2008, 05:47:44 »
Oh dear GOD. I fear what you may have planned for us, but...bring it on! Plz let the Brown Twiis get some appealing (as in guys they like in real life) customers once in a while.

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« Reply #6 on: 20 October 2008, 07:29:35 »
I happened to IM you like RIGHT when you signed off. I'm sorry. ::lol::

But yes. I get online and I see you have a new fic. I figured I wouldn't understand what was going on but I went to it anyway. XDD And then I see that little gem: Ali Bradley.
.............
I don't even want to ask. ::lol::
What, did he annihilate Chacha or something? ::lol:: Anyway, I understand it so far, yay! XD Update soon Chee!

Oh and I have a dress sort of kind of a bit like (yeah I know ::lol::) the picture you chose for me. Ahaha.

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« Reply #7 on: 20 October 2008, 16:36:56 »
::lol:: Actually, Ali......Chacha's going to be part of this fic. Same with Benny. As for M-Brad, I just stole his last name to give to you. ::lol:: I don't know if he'll be in the fic.....but you never know!

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« Reply #8 on: 20 October 2008, 19:33:28 »
Quick Author?s Note: Just to make sure you all understand as you read this the story will be a subjective third person narrative, meaning you?ll see what goes on in the story from more than just Ali?s point-of-view. So a lot that goes on Ali might not be there or know of it.
~Chapter One~
   He lit a cigarette, and rested his hand on the girl?s thigh. She squirmed a bit in her seat, but the look he shot her caused her to lean over and smile. Top always had Ting sit beside him; she first caught his attention when he was eighteen, in the middle of his rise to power. She was probably only sixteen at the time, but she was alone and lost on the streets. Using his charm, he convinced her to return to his club with him, and since then she?s been the only girl Top cared for deeply. He was a business man, however, so he occasionally had her sleep with customers. However, the customers had to be high powered and very wealthy to even ask Top if they could spend a couple hours with Ting. The price tag he put on her was more or less $50,000, and even with such a hefty price she was one of the most sought after girls that Top owned.
   Ting did not understand why Top found so much interest in her, but she did realize that nearly all the girls that Top owned wished to be in her position. Truth be told, she wanted to escape. Even if she only had to sleep with other men about once or twice every six weeks, she felt it was once or twice every six weeks too much for her to handle. Every time she was done having sex with a customer she always felt sick to her stomach. She could not believe that all the other girls did such a thing not only every night, but multiple times a night. Even though Top treated her well, and claimed that he loved her, she hated him for making her sleep with other men.
   ?So what are we waiting for?? Ting asked as Top bent down to kiss her on the neck. They usually were not out in the front of his club, Tempo, this early. Most times he was in the back ordering Lady Larissa which girls were going where for the night.
   ?Do you remember that cute blonde girl that was talking to me a few months ago?? he asked. ?The one who looked a bit like that tv show investigator you like so much??
   ?Oh, yes, what about her??
   ?She?s a reporter for a big magazine, and she wants to follow us around for a year.?
   ?You?re going to let her?? Ting was surprised. One of the reasons why Top was so successful was due to the fact that he was rather elusive to the public.
   ?Why not?? he asked. ?While she?s here I want you to help keep an eye on her. I don?t want anything to happen to her.?
   ?Do you like her?? Ting asked, a gentle smile crossing her lips.
   ?Not like how I like you,? he said, resting his hand on the back of her neck. ?I only have eyes for you, baby.?
   ?Good,? she said, plastering on the best smile she could fake.
   ?Kiss me,? he ordered gently. As Ting kissed Top, letting his hand roam further up her barely-there skirt, there came a tap onto his shoulder.
   ?Sir,? one of Top?s security guards announced.
   ?Yes?? he asked moodily, hating to be interrupted when he was busy feeling Ting up.
   ?Ali Bradley is here,? he said, moving aside to show off the petite blonde woman who had been so eager to spend a year of life with Top and his company.
   ?Thanks, you can leave,? he said, gesturing for his security guard to go back to work. ?Ali, sit down.? He motioned his hand to the seat across from him and Ting. ?Did you have a difficult time coming in??
   ?Not at all,? she replied, looking at the girl sitting beside Top. She was very pretty, though she looked somewhat defeated, but Ali figured that being a girl in a place like this would defeat any girl. She was very curious as to who this girl was. The three times she had met with Top before in the flesh, this girl was always beside him. Surely Top did not have a girlfriend?
   ?This is Ting,? Top said, putting an arm around the girl. ?She?s my main girl.?
   ?Oh,? Ali said with a nod. ?No last name??
   ?I don?t give that kind of information out,? Top replied. ?You should know that.?
   ?It?s worth trying,? Ali said. ?No last names, got it. Aside from coming in here every night, I was wondering, would it possible for me to drop by during the day? I would like to see what you do when you?re not running business at night.?
   ?Sure,? he said with a shrug. ?While you?re here during business hours, though, I advice you wear this.? He handed her a red leather bracelet. ?I?ll be upfront. It?s a tracking device, to make sure you aren?t going to double cross me, but it?s also for your safety. I have all my girls wear some sort of tracking device. Yours is a red bracelet to let the customers know you?re not to be touched. The girls who help run the place all have one.?
   ?Thank you,? Ali said as she slipped the bracelet on. ?You might want to give some to two of my friends: the ones who are escorting me. They?re still trying to free their schedules up, so they won?t be here tonight with me.?
   ?It?s fine,? Top said. ?I?ll give them their tracking devices when they arrive here.?
   After talking some more about certain safety precautions she was to take, Ali followed Top and Ting away from the loud main dance floor of the building, and went to quieter and well lit back. There were a lot of scantily clad women strutting around in heels as well as some men following a few of the girls into rooms.
   So this was a secret to his success; Top managed his hoes inside the club. It was difficult enough to get into the club, and she now realized it was for more than just his paranoia.
   ?This is Lady Larissa,? Top said, pointing to a woman standing behind a counter. Lady Larissa wore a very serious face, and gave a curt nod to Ali. ?She?s the innkeeper, I guess you can say. If you need anything at all, she?s the one to come too. She helps me run the place and keep the hoes in order.?
   ?It?s nice to meet you,? Ali said, holding out her hand.
   ?Same,? Lady Larissa said, shaking Ali?s hand.
   Top glanced down at his watch, and said, ?Well, Ali, my girl and I have other business to attend to. The place is yours? to explore.?
   He left, and Ali was confused. What was she supposed to do now?
   ?What do you want to know?? Lady Larissa asked, forcing Ali?s mind to come back to where she stood. Ali took a few moments to continue to look at Lady Larissa. Even the mother hen of the whorehouse was pretty, she thought.
   ?How does this work?? Ali asked. ?Do the men have to enter their names on a list to get with the girls??
   ?Oh no,? Lady Larissa said. ?We have three different jobs for the girls. The newer girls are very inexperienced so they go stand outside by the bars. We have some boys overlook the jobs there, and when a customer sees a girl they like, they buy a drink for the girl. The girl with a drink must do whatever the customer asks so long as she still has a drink. Once the drink is empty, if the customer does not buy her another round, she must go back to wait for someone to buy her a drink again.
   ?We also have some more experienced girls walking around the club, like traditional girls do on the street. If a customer sees what he likes, the girls bring them back here, and get to work in one of the rooms. It?s much simpler in this case.
   ?And finally, we have our high rollers girls. Their pictures are displayed at the high roller?s lounge, and these girls walk around to encourage the customers to buy more drinks, perhaps get with some other girls, and of course, showcase themselves in the flesh to the men. If a high roller is interested in one of our expensive girls, Top or I arrange the affairs, and they come back here.?
   ?Why are they called high rollers girls? Surely it?s not because they?re girls who are worth more??
   ?Actually, yes. These girls have a certain quality about them that our regular girls do not have. See? These two are biggest money makers.? Lady Larissa pointed to two photos on the wall of two very pretty women. ?Fefa and Jessy. We call them the Brownie Twiis because they?re both mysterious like that, and they make around the same amount of money.?
   ?So how much are these high roller girls worth? Like, five hundred??
   ?Oh, no, the cheapest are fifteen hundred.?
   ?And men fork over that much money?!?
   Lady Larissa grinned. ?Yes,? she said. ?People spend their money all kinds of things, and the more time you spend here with us, the more you?ll realize that it?s not that uncommon to waste thousands of dollars on women.?
   Another reason why Top was so successful: he knew how operate a business so his customers were constantly spending money, no matter how little or how much. Also, with the amount of women he owned, and the way he managed it all, he probably easily made around a million a night. Probably exaggerated Ali thought briefly, but with all that he had, Top was not poor, that much was true.

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« Reply #9 on: 20 October 2008, 19:48:04 »
oooooh, this fic is getting interesting.

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She helps me run the place and keep the hoes in order

such a nice job description to tell on family gatherings
"so, what have you been doing?"
"keeping the hoes in order"


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« Reply #10 on: 20 October 2008, 20:03:24 »
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Poor Ting. I hope she enjoyed getting molested by Top. ::lol:: Poor Ali has no idea what she's getting herself into. Lady Larissa has a great job. Keeping the hoes in order. ::lol::

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« Reply #11 on: 21 October 2008, 01:09:52 »
why oh why did i choose to read this before i went to bed? :'( ::lol:: the sad thing is, i can imagine top doing all that.

i don't mean the touching me part, i meant everything else ::lol::.

interesting interesting! UPDATE SOON ;D.

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« Reply #12 on: 21 October 2008, 01:51:17 »
Why is Fefa and Jessy the top hoes? ::lol::

Update soon Chee!

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« Reply #13 on: 21 October 2008, 20:21:29 »
Fefa - ::lol:: Larissa has the coolest job description in the world, I know.

Jessy - Whatever, we know Ting enjoys getting molested by Top. And Ali has good company. ::lol:: You'll see.

Ting - I know that you really enjoy Top all over you. I hope you enjoy this chapter.....

Khadesha - Because they sleep with a lot of men. ::lol:: It shouldn't be surprising, those HOES.

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« Reply #14 on: 21 October 2008, 20:22:26 »
~Chapter Two~
   After a week at Tempo, Ali had spent most of her time soaking up all that she could about how Top ran his business, and it was mind blowing how he ran things so smoothly. She was now confident that he was running a multi-million dollar business with the prostitutes alone. She hadn?t even gotten into the drug business, in which Ali knew wasn?t Top?s main focus, but he did some work in it since his close friend, G-Dragon, was heavily into the drug trade business. Ali was eager to meet G-Dragon from the way some of the girls, rent boys, and Lady Larissa sometimes talked about him. He seemed like an eccentric character, and very in your face.
   One thing that bothered her a lot was her two friends, Sacha Kljestan and Benny Feilhaber. Both men had agreed to go with Ali, knowing fully that they were there to escort her and make sure no harm came to her. Instead they were constantly whining that they couldn?t dance, drink, or mingle with the women in the club.
   ?We?re at the dopest club in the world, and we get to spend a whole year here, but we don?t get to experience all it has to offer,? Sacha whined for the millionth time. ?You?re so messed up, Ali, SO messed up!?
   ?I know!? Benny chimed in. ?This is the club that everyone wishes they could get into, and we finally get full access and we can?t even have any fun!?
   ?Look!? she snapped at him. ?You both knew that you weren?t going to come here to party! I told you that! Just...shut up!?
   ?Can I at least have a beer?? Benny pleaded as they passed by one of the bars.
   ?No!? Ali barked as a few girls were eyeing at Sacha and Benny. ?They?re not paying customers!? With that said, the girls turned their attention to other men.
   ?Can?t we get kicked out for that?? Sacha asked. ?We?re wasting space by not buying anything. Bad for business. Just let us get a beer.?
   ?I told Top that neither of you are going to be doing any of that, so he understands,? Ali said, looking around for either Fefa or Jessy. She had just begun talking to both girls, and from what she had learned thus far, these girls were at the top of their game due to their beauty, skills, and charisma. They really knew how to make the customers feel special.
   Ali found her way to the back, and after she was granted to enter into the brothel area, she caught herself in the middle of Top putting on his pimping skills. One young red haired woman was staring at Top as he was shouting at her. She looked like a frightened bunny trapped inside a cage.
   ?Bitch!? Top shouted for all the women around to see. He slapped her hard across the cheek. ?If you can?t make five grand tonight fucking tell me so I can push your sorry ass to more men! Don?t pull this sick bullshit on Larissa and me!?
   ?But I?m not feeling well,? the red hair woman said through her tears. ?I think I have a cold.?
   ?I don?t give fuck!? he shouted angrily. ?This sounds like bullshit! Last week it was your period, and this week it?s a cold! Did you want to go back to the bars? I?ll put your useless ass back there if you don?t make money, bitch!?
   ?No! Don?t put me back to the bars!? she pleaded, falling down to her knees and bowing down before his feet. ?Top, please, don?t put me back at the bars!?
   He pulled her up aggressively to her feet, and sneered, ?Then get you fucking lazy ass out there and make me five grand tonight.? He shoved her forcefully away as she cried in pain. Lady Larissa came forward to help the girl freshen up since she looked a horrible mess from having been thrown around by Top. ?Fucking bitch,? Top muttered.
   The feared silence did not last longer than a second; as Top walked back toward his office, everyone went back to business as if Top had not just yelled at and thrown a young woman around in front of them all. With the way he acted, Ali could not blame anyone for slacking on their work.
   ?Ali!? Lady Larissa called out as she stepped out from the red haired woman?s room. ?Fefa and Jessy wanted to talk to you before they had to go attend to their business. You just missed them.?
   ?How about I meet up with them before the club opens tomorrow? I?ll come here a couple hours early.?
   As Lady Larissa and Ali made plans for the next day, Top paced his office angrily. He was getting sick of his girls trying to make up excuses not to work. Ting sat silently in the sofa, watching Top pace back and forth.
   ?I might as well just sell off that lazy bitch,? he said more to himself than to Ting. ?She can hardly bring in five grand these days. Two months at the bars she was raking in the cash for me, but once she became a Roundabout, she got lazy. These past two months she?s been the worst one.?
   Ting remained silent, merely looking out the window, staring at the two men escorting Ali. From what she had seen so far of the two men, they were cute, though they had slightly homosexual tendencies with one another. They were also very funny. and she caught herself smiling whenever she thought about some stupid things they said or did. She was so caught up in admiring the shorter man doing a strange dance beside Ali, that she did not hear Top ask her a question.
   ?Babe!? he shouted, resting his hand on her shoulder.
   ?I?m sorry,? she said, blinking. ?My mind drifted.?
   ?It?s okay,? he said, sitting down beside her. ?I just wanted to know if you?ll be okay for another couple of hours. If you want to go to bed early tonight, you can.?
   ?More business for you to attend to?? she asked, running a hand through his hair.
   ?Yeah,? he said, leaning forward, touching his forehead to hers. ?I know you hate it.?
   ?I don?t hate it,? she said, closing her eyes, feeling his hot breath over her lips. ?I just get tired sitting there when I?d much rather be alone with you.?
   He wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her. It wasn?t what she said that made him want her so much, but the way her voice was so soft and gentle and sincere, and the way her fingers were still lingering at the back of his neck. Every single day he wondered how could this one girl make him this way? He had been around thousands of women, most of which wanted him to give them this kind of affection, but he never wanted it until his eyes fell upon Ting. There was nothing Top would not do to make her feel loved by him, and he would kill the world for her if it meant to end her pain.
   As she let him plant kisses on her neck and shoulders, Ting shut her eyes, holding back the tears that were fighting to come out. She hated herself so much. She knew the reasons why she feared and loathed Top. He was ruthless, unafraid to just let his anger boil away at whomever was angering him. He was a control freak, unwilling to let anyone have it their way if he did not agree with them. And yet, he could turn over completely in two seconds at the sight of her. She knew that there was something about her that made him different. To her, he had never harmed her nor had he ever lost his temper with her.
   But all the same, he was not afraid to let her see how he treated everyone else. She feared that if she did something wrong one day, he would forget all the tender loving he had given to her, and treat her just as badly as everyone else. Taking no risks, Ting always said and did what she thought was what Top wanted to hear or see. What kind of relationship was this? She did not know, but she felt bad for faking it. She hated him for being who he was. But she loved him for treating her so well. She hated herself.